HOPE IN SLUMS AND SMOKEY MOUNTAINS

One of my close friends overseas has been daily circulating via email about Philippine news and he also includes his own opinion about these subjects. The other day he wrote about an organization that is making an impact in alleviating poverty issues particulary in improving the lives of people in the slum areas of Manila. The movement's name is The Gawad Kalinga. Less for Self, More for Others, enough for all.

From shanties to colorful homes.

From sickness and malnutrition to health.

From streets to caring schoolrooms.

From slums to peaceful communities.

From poverty to self-reliance.

From a people in despair to a people with hope.

Honestly, I was moved. This is a subject that is like a big cancer in all the faces of the Filipinos because no matter where we go or who we become and what we achieve – we will always be looked down as people from a very poor third world country – and what foreigners will always remember is the smokey mountain images and dirty hungry children scavenging in mountains of garbage. We can choose to ignore it and even laugh about it. We even made films about it – showing how we hit rock bottom – and nothing more - should we not do something to help the sad plight of these people? In my opinion though, we are not the only poor country in the world and poverty is something that we cannot stop. Poverty is basically a personal battle and a state of mind - - something that will always be there. What distinguishes the poor Filipinos especially in the urban slums from the other countries’ are the filthiness, the dirt, the destitute way of life, and the negative attitude. This is the negative picture of being poor. Poor people in other countries (Japan, Thailand, Italy, France) are somehow dignified – as in they live in poor but clean conditions and live peaceful, contentedly striving and even beautiful and happy lives. They are poor but not destitute and miserable like our own poor countrymen who wallow in being poor and become lazy drunkards, compulsive gamblers, irresponsible parents, immoral etc. The ugly sight and the yukky smell of being really poor! The following are some of the things that people in slum areas should consider doing: Go back to the provinces where they originally come from and make decent houses from natural resources like bamboo, wood, twigs, cogon grasses, nipa, coconut. These are cheap and free materials that would make decent and beautiful houses. Make a creative native nipa hut. Do not use garbage looking materials like tins, cardboards, used plywoods, etc that are found in the streets. Do not make houses from garbage materials. Make beautiful and neat houses. Plant a lot of flowers and vegetables around the house. Foreigners find these quite an attraction and we could be proud living in these houses. In the provinces, life would be simpler and less expensive than in the city. It is here where you can feed your children from fruits and vegetables of the land. You do not need to find jobs in the barrio – as you become farmers and tillers of the land. Be self sufficient in the provinces. In the city, you have to buy everything including water etc. Life in the city is hard especially if you do not have education. And please please practice birth control. Live a peaceful and contented life in the barrios and provinces. Avoid chasing dreams in the big city where most people only end up being failures (scavengers, prostitutes, drug addicts, thieves, criminals) . This is the reason why we have so many squatters and children in the streets of Manila and how we created the famous poor people in the smokey mountains. For those who opt to live in the slum or squatters area, then do a big clean up. Start by getting the walis tingting and clean the house and the surroundings and do this everyday. Throw away crap materials and garbage lying everywhere in the dwelling or vicinity. Clean the walls from pasted papers and posters. Clean the dirty sewerage system and the yukky waters everywhere. Find a nice place where you hang your washed clothes. Clean your children and teach them how to behave and do productive things. Plant flowers in pots. If your dwelling has been renovated by the organization, strive to maintain cleanliness as much as possible. Remember there is a big difference between being poor and living like pigs and poor and living decently in humble but clean surroundings.

In the end it is all about educating these people about discipline, cleanliness, responsibility. Doling out funds and money would not solve these problems.

CHRISTMAS OBSESSION

It seems that most of the blogs I visited talk about Christmas – as it is just around the corner! And how it is a favourite occasion most especially to the Filipinos. In the Philippines being a predominantly Christian country, Christmas is "the Holiday".

Christmas though being brought in by the Americans and the Spaniards (?), has been Filipinized a lot – as in Christmas in the Philippines is quite unique (as different as the Filipinos) from the States or Australia or from any other Christmas celebrating countries. It can start as early as September to some people when the month ends with ‘ber’ – so I know of an Uncle who puts on the Christmas tree and lights and plays his favourite Christmas songs as early as September. Can you imagine celebrating Christmas for almost four months! It’s like begging the question: can u overdose on Christmas?

But of course, it is almost an obsession to most people – since Christmas being a time to be happy, merry and gay, is like a drug that you can easily get addicted with starting when your only five or six years of age. I think the Christmas spirit as a way of life – is being instilled early in our subconscious in our family, in the school, in the church and the community. In the family, we are taught about the joy of giving (that’s why Filipinos are generous by heart). We have to have something wrapped and to give at Christmas. We have to make at least ten Christmas cards. We have Noche Buena (family dinner before Christmas day) even without the lavish food that other rich people have. I remember we only have suman, buko salad, pansit bihon, and chicken na pinaupo sa palayok (baked in salt). And that was already a sumptuous Christmas Noche Buena. This taught us a lot about being together during this important celebration even without the frills that abundant funds could have. Of course the house is filled with Xmas decors like the Christmas Tree (with snows look alike that maybe cotton balls or dried soap bubbles), beautiful star lanterns, glittering lights, the Belen (Nativity Scene Diorama), etc. Family activities involve gift giving, Santa Claus visitation, going to the church, being in Christmas cantata (choral), etc. etc. I even remember playing Joseph during a Christmas party at school and one time as Mary in the Boys Scouts (since I really looked like a girl than a boy when I was still in grade school). The school celebrates Christmas intensely and seriously. As in, we sing Christmas songs every day starting November (Pasko Na Naman); have interschool contests and festivals (best lantern, best Christmas tree, and choral contests, essay writing, and everything related to Christmas). And that is from Kinder to Highschool to College. And even in offices after you finish studying, there are all sorts of parties and the spirit is everywhere. You cannot escape from Christmas when you are in the Philippines. The atmosphere, the sights and sounds, the smell, the food. This is also the time when relatives from overseas come back and reunite with love ones. Can you imagine what Christmas gives?

Yes, Philippines is a third third world country - where ultra poverty and corruption abounds -but when it comes to Christmas celebration - no one would beat the Filipinos by heart. We know how to be merry and gay even in times of poverty, misery and calamaties. Christmas come hell or high waters. And I think, that's a redeeming value.

WHEN I FEEL LIKE A MOTHER

There’s nothing greater than a mother’s love. That’s what I think. As glorified in poems, stories, lullabies, great books, paintings and musicals. A mother’s love is a mother’s love – nothing can beat that ... Today, I am just reminded of my mother, and I thought that of all the women that I know of, she is really the greatest - I mean in my life. The song that always moves me and sends a lot of signals to my epithelial glands whenever I hear it, is the one by Leah Salonga in the musical Miss Saigon. The song that really wraps it all and gives the musical its core value. The movie that makes me hysterics all the time is the one by Ai-Ai’s Ang Tanging Ina. She really makes me laugh - as in laugh. I am not a mother afterall and will not ever be one, but then I can feel and have acted like one a lot of times before and even today - and maybe that is why I can totally relate to all the mothers. Although I have not even given birth at all – being a mother is totally different. I guess it is a state of mind, or a sublime kind of love. Sacrifice as a form of love. There are a lot of women who have begotten sons and daughters but failed being mothers ! And there are those who have not given birth at all, but have been mothers all their lives. Just think of Mother Theresa of Calcutta. And all the gay (mothers) of the world who have dedicated their whole lives to help their brothers and sisters or other people achieve their dreams of a better future. Sorry guys, it's not even Mother's Day, but I just thought that mothers are really great! Anyway, let’s sing the song…(can u do it with the Leah’s style and accent please…) I'd Give My Life For You You who i cradled in my arms You asking as little as you can Little snip of a little man I know i'd give my life for you You didn't ask me to be born You why should you learn of war or pain? To make sure you're not hurt again I swear I'd give my life for you I've tasted love beyond all fear And you should know it's love that brought you hear And in one perfect night when the stars burned like new, I knew what I must do I'll give you a million things I'll never own I'll give you a world to conquer when you're grown You will be who you want to be You, can choose whatever heaven grants As long as you can have your chance I swear i'll give my life for you Sometimes I wake up reaching for him I feel his shadow brush my head But there's just moonlight on my bed Was he a ghost was he a lie? That made my body laugh and cry? Then by my side the proof I see his little one, gods of the sun, bring him to me! You will be who you want to be You, can choose whatever heaven grants As long as you can have your chance I swear I'll give my life for you No one can stop what i must do I swear I'll give my life for you!

MABUHAY ANG PILIPINO!

The more that I am away from the Philippines, the more that I am becoming nationalistic. Or am I just being homesick...but then again no - - - you face your future with your past, as one author said, and one of the basic description about my self is that I am a Filipino... With all the bad news about our country and the negative image we have compared to other Asian countries, we often find ourselves being looked down by other nationalities - but then, hello... we should not let ourselves be in that situation - be proud being a Filipino and start building a good image for us and the future generation... I found the following ego boosting information that we learned in elementary and highschool about us and our beloved country. Just a refresher ! Enjoy! I hope certain American historians and other writers will soon come to their senses. They have been ignoring the contributions of Filipinos to the US and the world, rendering their products fetid. Oh, Father History, the truth shall prevail. (WARNING: The history section may require you years to read. You are hereby advised to scroll down first to the entertainment/sports section.) America derived its name from Amerigo Verpucci. {Written Aug 15 99 Philippines was named in honor of Spain's King Felipe II.{Written Aug 15 99 The Philippines has 850 species of birds, more than do Australia, Japan and other Asian countries. The world's 2nd largest eagle, with a wingspan of over two meters, is the monkey-eating eagle of Mindanao. Katala, a native Filipino bird, can sing and talk like a human.{Written Aug 15 99 "What's still most impressive to me about the Philippines is the friendliness of the people, their sense of humor...," wrote veteran journalist John Griffin of Honolulu in a 1998 visit to the Philippines.{Written Aug 15 99 Distinguished British traveler-writer A. Henry Savage Landor, thrilled upon seeing a Bicol landmark in 1903, wrote: "Mayon is the most beautiful mountain I have ever seen, the world-renowned Fujiyama (Mt. Fuji) of Japan sinking into perfect insignificance by comparison." Mayon has the world's most perfect cone.{Written Aug 15 99 Taal, smallest volcano known to man, is in the Philippines... The smallest monkey ever - tarsius - and smallest deer - Palawan's pilandut mouse deer - both live in the Philippines. {Written Aug 15 99 Where can we find sinarapan, the world's smallest commercial fish and the huge whale shark, the world's largest fish? In Philippine waters. {Written Aug 15 99 The smallest and largest shells are also located in the same country... The largest natural pearl in existence, found in Palawan by a Muslim diver in 1934, is now in California, USA. {Added Fall 99... Philippine archipelago is reputed to have more scuba diving sites than any other country. In terms of land area, the Philippines has the world's two largest cities - Puerto Princesa City in Palawan (254,000 hectares) and Davao City (244,000 hectares). It is home also to the planet's longest discontinuous coastline, and is the best seat of marine biodiversity. Plus, the longest underground river system accessible to man is in St. Paul National Park, Palawan.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99 At 10,057 meters below sea level, the Philippine Deep (Mindanao Trench) is the world's fourth deepest spot. It contains many hidden mineral energy resources. {Written Aug 15 99, Revised Summer 00... Philippines has the largest deposit of deuterium, fuel from water now used for cars and jet planes in Sweden, Canada, Germany and other countries. Zambales, Philippines is the biggest source of high quality chrome in the world and Surigao del Norte has Asia's largest nickel deposit. Surigao's 600 million tons of marble, if fully-developed, can also make the Philippines the world's top producer of marble. {Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99... PI is currently the 8th biggest gold producer globally. Additionally, it ranks No. 1 in the output of pineapple, coconut and hemp products. If placed end to end, the Ifugao Rice Terraces in Luzon, Philippines would extend 14,000 miles - about ten times more than the Great Wall of China. This engineering marvel was carved out of the harsh Cordillera mountain range by native farmers over 2,000 years ago. UNESCO has listed it as a World Heritage site. {Written Summer 99 On October 17, 1587, the first Filipinos to set foot in North America arrived in Morro Bay, along the central California coast. Their leader was Spanish Captain Pedro de Unamuno. (UCLA's AMERASIA Journal, Winter 1995-1996) America's first Chinese reached Massachusetts in 1847 when they were brought by a missionary for schooling. Filipinos had their first taste of Mexican chili and corn during the Manila-Acapulco galleon trade of pearls, pottery, silk, spices, wool and silver (1573-1811). In return, the Latinos had their initial taste of tamarind, Manila mango and a luscious Filipino banana called racatan.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Spring 00... Hawaii's first mango seedlings were brought from Manila, Philippines between 1800 and 1825 on the brig Kamehameha. Other plants that made their way to Hawaii from the Philippines include saluyot, alokon, calamansi, horseradish, mabolo, pili nut, narra, mangrove and Mindanao eucalyptus trees. {Added Fall 99 The first Asians to live in Mexico were native Filipinos - Pedro Balinguit, Calao, Agustin Manuguit, Pitongatan and Felipe Salonga. Many Filipino seamen permanently stayed in Acapulco during the galleon trade and married local women. A few Chinese from Manila later followed. {Added May 18 00 Los Angeles, California was co-founded in 1781 by a Filipino named Antonio Miranda Rodriguez, along with 43 Mexicans. {Written Aug 15 99 Among the many Philippine-born enlistees during the American Civil War (1861-1865) were Caystana Baltazar, Antonio Ducastin, Manuel Santos and Leon Zapanta. {Added May 29 00 Barataria Bay settlements in Louisiana were founded by Filipinos from Mexico in 1762. These "Luzon Indios" pioneered America's dried shrimp industry and also joined Jean Lafitte in fighting the British in the Battle of New Orleans in 1815. Among the recorded settlements were San Malo (destroyed in 1965 by Typhoon Betsy), Manila Village (renamed Jefferson Parish), Bassa Bassa, Bayou Colas, Alombro Canal, Leon Roxas and Camp Dewey. Lafcadio Hearn wrote in the March 31, 1883 issue of the New York-based Harper's Weekly an account of Filipino-Americans who intermarried with Creoles and local Cajuns.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Winter 99 According to American historians William and Roberta Mason in the July 1976 Westways Magazine, 20 Visayan sailors were given the sacrament of confirmation in the 1770s in Mission Carmel in what is today Monterey County in California... In the 1996 book "Filipinos in Alaska: 1788-1958" (Aborigines Press), Thelma Buchholdt wrote that groups of Manila men were brought to Alaska in 1789 via ships commanded by American fur trader Simon Metcalfe and his son Thomas. Most Filipino gold miners in the 1920s also married Alaska's natives... In 1846, "two men from Manila" applied for Hawaiian citizenship from King Kalakaua. In 1903, the first batch of 104 young Filipino scholars or pensionados were brought to the US to get an American education and return to serve in the Philippine bureaucracy. Among them were Justice Jose Abad Santos and Dr. Honoria Acosta Sison, the first female Filipino physician... In 1906, about 125,000 Filipinos, mostly Visayans called sakadas, were shipped to Hawaii to work in sugar cane plantations (ratio: 1 woman to 14 men)... Philip VeraCruz, a Filipino, was co-founder of the United Farm Workers of America.{Written Aug 15 99... In California, the most explosive anti-Filipino riot occurred in the Watsonville agricultural area in 1930, set in motion by the Chamber of Commerce, which passed resolutions harassing Filipinos. D. W. Rohrback, who was Northern Monterey County Justice of the Peace, denounced Filipinos as "the most worthless, shiftless, diseased, semi-barbarians that ever came to our shores." Two Filipinos killed as a result of racism in America include Fermin Tobera in the 1930s and Joseph Ileto in 1999. The first Filipino saint was Lorenzo Ruiz... The Philippines is predominantly Roman Catholic. It is one of the most populous Third World countries... Most Filipino billionaires in 1996 were Chinese in ancestry. The July 15, 1996 issue of Forbes Magazine listed 9 billionaires: Tan Yu, Jaime Zobel de Ayala (and family), George Ty, Andrew Gotianun, Lucio Tan, John Gokongwei Jr., Henry Sy (& family), Manuel Villar (& family) and Eugenio Lopez (& family). In Japanese tradition, committing suicide in the face of shame is the ultimate apology or atonement. 32,860 Japanese killed themselves in 1998... Just as Indians consider cows sacred and don't eat beef, Muslim Filipinos don't eat pork. Filipino writer Dr. Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2. He grew up to speak more than 20 languages - 18 of them fluently - including Sanskrit, Latin, French, German, Greek, Hebrew, Russian, Japanese, Chinese and Arabic. What were his last words? "Consummatum est!" (It is done!){Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99 The first female president of the Philippines was Corazon Cojuangco Aquino who took oath in 1986 and was named Time Magazine's "Woman of the Year." Her maiden name is Chinese.{Written Aug 15 99... In a March 31, 1997 article, The New York Times reported that the CIA manipulated Philippine elections: "(CIA operative Col. Edward Lansdale) essentially ran the successful presidential campaign of Defense Minister Ramon Magsaysay in the Philippines in 1953." Who is the personal physician of US Pres. Bill Clinton? Dr. Eleanor Concepcion (aka Connie) Mariano, who is Filipina. She was the youngest captain of the US Navy.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99... Many cooks and other workers in the White House are Filipino, including popular steward Bayani Nelvis... In the 1990s, the Brussels-based Monde Selection awarded the world's most prestigious dessert prize, Palm d'Or, to the Filipino ice cream Magnolia Ube Supreme. Who's the Filipina senator popular for her colorful jargon, delivered in mile-a-minute speed and weird Harvard-meets-Ilonggo accent? Atty. Miriam Defensor-Santiago.{Written Aug 15 99 America's first Filipino governor, Atty. Benjamin Cayetano, was elected in 1994 and re-elected in 1998. His father, Bonifacio Marcos, illegally entered Hawaii by impersonating a cousin (the real Cayetano) from Pangasinan. In 1985, Irene Natividad became the first Asian to be voted as president of a national political organization in the US - the National Women's Political Caucus (NWPC). She was also chosen as one of the "100 Most Powerful Women in America" by Ladies Home Journal. Her editorials have appeared in USA Today, Los Angeles Times, Chicago Tribune and many other publications. The first Philippine-born general in the US Armed Forces was Edward Soriano.{Written Aug 15 99 The US Army's Philippine Scouts fought in World War 1... US Army Pvt. Jose B. Nisperos was the first Asian-American to receive the Medal of Honor in 1911, followed by US Navy Fireman 1st Class Telesforo Trinidad in 1915. US Army Sgt. Leroy A. Mendonca also took the award in 1951. The second world war began when Adolf Hitler and his Nazi German troops attacked Poland on September 1, 1939... On December 8, 1941, Japan bombed the American naval base in Pearl Harbor, Hawaii and the American air base in Angeles, Pampanga Philippines... During the notorious Bataan Death March of April 1942, about 11,000 American and 62,000 Filipino soldiers were forced by their Japanese enemies to march 120 kilometers without food, water and medicine from Mariveles, Bataan to Camp O'Donnell in Capas, Tarlac. Approximately 16,000 Filipinos and 1,200 Americans died. Excluding Filipinos, the US has supported all soldiers from many other countries who fought under the Stars and Stripes during World War 2. Most Filipino veterans, who were US nationals when conscripted into the US Army by Pres. Franklin D. Roosevelt in 1941, have been dying without receiving the due honor and GI benefits from the Department of Veteran Affairs... Japanese-Americans who were incarcerated in US concentration camps during WW2 received apology from the US government and $20,000 each in reparations. World War 2 atrocities committed by the Japanese Army against innocent Filipino civilians include throwing babies in the air and stabbing them with bayonets, capturing and raping women, sticking lit cigars up women's private parts while they were tied to posts, beheading men kneeling with rosaries, and baling groups of men with wire and throwing gasoline and hand grenades on them. Few Americans are aware of the Philippine-American War where the atrocities committed by US soldiers dwarf those in the Vietnam War. During the war, Americans massacred Filipino civilians in Balangiga, Samar. On October 23, 1901, Brig. Gen. Jacob Smith ordered a battalion of 300 US marines, under the command of Maj. Littleton W. Waller, to make Samar "a howling wilderness". "I want no prisoners. I wish you to kill and burn, and the more you kill and burn the better you will please me. I want all persons killed who are capable of bearing arms in actual hostilities against the United States," declared Smith, setting the minimum age limit at ten. Samar's population dropped from 312,192 to 257,715. Balangiga church bells were taken to Cheyenne, Wyoming as a war booty... 600 Moro (Spanish term for Muslim) Filipinos were slaughtered in 1906 by US troops. They were trapped in the volcanic crater of Mount Dajo in Jolo, Sulu and fired upon for four days until all were killed - men, women and children. Gen. Leonard Wood was the commanding officer involved. Famous American writer Mark Twain responded in his autobiography: "This is incomparably the greatest victory that was ever achieved by the Christian soldiers of the United States." Mark Twain (born Samuel Langhorne Clemens in Florida, Missouri) didn't graduate from elementary school. In 1999, about 50% of active US military personnel categorized as Asian/Pacific Islander were of Filipino extraction, with 60% in the Navy.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99... The first Asian-American to become US Army chief of staff in mid-1999 was Hawaii's Eric Shinseki, a grandson of Japanese immigrants. Subic Bay Naval Station in Olongapo City, Zambales Philippines was the largest US naval facility outside American soil prior to its vacation in 1992. Together with Clark Air Base in nearby Angeles City Pampanga, it played an ancillary role in the US intervention in Vietnam in the 1960s and early 1970s. During the reign of Ferdinand Marcos, the US pledged loans and economic aids which the Philippine government called US base "rental". In addition, Americans were allowed to retain Philippine property and exploit the natural resources. With American military advice and training, the Philippine military once adopted inhuman Vietnam-style tactics in fighting insurgents in Mindanao. What University of the Philippines fraternity lets its neophytes run in the buff on the Diliman campus? Alpha Phi Omega.{Written Aug 15 99... Asia's first Greek-letter fraternity was UP's Upsilon Sigma Phi. Filipinos established the first banks in Asia, the first universities and colleges, the first newspapers, public health system and other innovations. Founded in 1595 by Spaniards, the University of San Carlos (originally San Ildefonso College) in Cebu City, Philippines is older than Harvard and is the oldest existing university in Asia. The University of Santo Tomas in Manila, established in 1611, is Asia's second oldest.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99... The first weather center in Asia is the Observatory of Manila, founded in 1865. {Written Aug 15 99 At one time, Asia's longest bridge was the San Juanico Bridge connecting the Philippine islands of Samar and Leyte. Was Ferdinand Magellan (Fernao de Magalhaes) or Sebastian del Cano the first man to go around the world? Neither. Before Magellan could complete his voyage back to Spain, he was killed in war against the group of Filipino warrior Lapulapu. That honor should have been given to Henry (Enrique de Molucca), the Visayan-speaking slave he bought in the Malacca slave market.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99 The first man to scale Mount Everest (>29K feet) solo was Italy's Reinhold Messner in 1980 at age 36. He was also the first to conquer all of the world's 14 mountains of over 26¼K feet without resorting to bottled oxygen.{Added Summer 99 The Philippines' highest peak, Mount Apo in Mindanao is 10,311 feet above sea level... Lanao del Norte's Maria Cristina Falls is 100 feet higher than North America's majestic Niagara. The first inhabitants of the Philippines before Indonesians and Malays immigrated were the Aetas or Negritos... During the Spanish occupation of the Philippines, all Filipinos were subdued except interior mountain and Muslim Filipinos.{Written Aug 15 99 Despite 333 years of Spanish rule, there still are thousands of native, non-Hispanic Filipino names today like Bayani, Cabuhat, Liwayway, Macapagal, Maglaya and Palpallatoc.{Written Aug 15 99 Filipino economist Miguel Cuaderno was the first Asian to act as president of the International Monetary Fund and World Bank in 1952. {Added May 18 00... Who was the first Filipino-American to assume a seat in US Congress? Virgiña Rep. Robert Cortez-Scott, a Harvard graduate and ex-Army reservist{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99... The first Asian-American to become a US Mainland governor in 1996 was Boston University law graduate Gary Locke of Washington, son of a Chinese immigrant and US Army veteran. Twenty-two years earlier, Hawaii elected its first Asian-American governor - George Ariyoshi. Fe del Mundo of the Philippines was the first Asian to be admitted to Harvard Medical School. (She invented the incubator out of bamboo to stabilize conditions of premature babies.) The first Asian woman to pass the New York bar examination was Loida Nicolas, an alumna of the University of the Philippines. In the mid-1990s, she headed the European-based multi-billion dollar business TLC Beatrice International Holdings, Inc. Time Magazine's Thomas McCarroll noted in October 1996: "She is perhaps the only CEO of a multinational company to greet visitors with a hug rather than a handshake."{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99 The bureau manager of NBC News Worldwide who won an Emmy Award was Ericson Baculinao.{Written Aug 15 99 The first Asian poet to win recognition in American literary circles was Marcelo de Garcia Concepcion, whose first volume of poems, Azucena, was published in 1925 by G. P. Putnam's Sons. The daughter of Filipino immigrants, Creators Syndicate columnist Michelle Malkin bore off America's Council on Governmental Ethics Laws (COGEL) Outstanding Service Award in 1998 for exposing campaign finance abuses by Washington state Democrats, Republicans and political organizations. {Added Jul 25 00 Who was the first Asian to snatch America's Pulitzer Prize in journalism? Camiling, Tarlac's Carlos P. Romulo in 1941. (This Filipino author also was the first Asian to be the president of the UN or United Nations General Assembly.) The first two Filipino-Americans to garner the same award 56 years later were Seattle Times' Alex Tizon and Byron Acohido, who is part-Korean. Add a Pulitzer in photography won in 1990 by The Oakland Tribune's Gary Reyes{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Spring 00... Gwendolyn Brooks became the first black writer to win a Pulitzer in 1950... In 1995, the Dagens Nyheter newspaper claimed that the Nobel Prize committee gave its Medicine award in 1986 to Italian researcher Rita Levi Montalcini because of her company Fidia's $8.4 million lobbying campaign. In the US, the first Filipina to serve as Newsweek Magazine's general editor was Tita Dioso Gillespie. {Written Aug 15 99... Veronica Pedrosa was the first Filipina CNN International news anchor... Del Superior Govierno was the first newspaper to be edited by a governor-general and printed in the Philippines in 1811. In 1948, Thomas Dewey was prematurely declared by the Chicago Tribune night edition as the winner in the presidential election. The final count showed Harry S. Truman defeating him. What is the world's 3rd largest English-speaking nation, next to the US and the UK? The Philippines. English is the language of instruction in schools, but Filipino is the national language.{Written Aug 15 99... Richard Pitman, an American linguist, showed in a survey that the Philippines has 55 native languages and 142 dialects, apart from English and Spanish. The Philippines is the only country in the world with Asian, European, American and Latin/Mexican heritage.{Written Aug 15 99... Dr. H. Otley Beyer, an American anthropologist, reported that the races of Filipinos are 40% Malay, 30% Indonesian, 10% Chinese, 5% Indian (Hindu), 2% Arab and 13% others, including European and American. Many Filipinos with Mexican blood include the Macabebes and the Lopezes of Pampanga and other provinces of the Philippines... Sepoys (Asian-Indian soldiers) deserted from the British Army during the occupation of Manila from 1762 to 1764. They settled in Taytay and Cainta, Rizal and married Filipinas. The Tagalog dialect has about 5,000 Spanish loan words; 1,500 Chinese words; 400 Sanskrit words; and >100 Mexican words. Buwisit (Unlucky) is Chinese in origin, asawa (spouse) is Indian, bayabas (guava) is Mexican and bukas (tomorrow) is Arabic.{Written Aug 15 99} The Filipino name Leila is Arabic in origin. The USA bought the Philippines, Puerto Rico and Guam from Spain in 1898. The bloody Philippine-American Independence War from 1899 to 1902 ensued, killing 4,000 Americans and how many Filipinos? About 16,000 were killed in action and 200,000 civilians died from famine and pestilence. It was the deadliest war against Filipinos. (Philippines lost and was colonized until 1946.){Written Aug 15 99 During the American occupation of the Philippines, the only Filipino general who refused to take the Oath of Allegiance to the US was Artemio Ricarte of Batac, Ilocos Norte. In 1990, Stanley Karnow won the Pulitzer Prize in history for his book In Our Image: America's Empire in the Philippines. Among Asian-Americans in 1990, Chinese-Americans from Taiwan had the highest percentage of home ownership (79%) and Japanese-Americans were the smallest welfare-recipient group. Filipino-Americans had the highest percentage of professional workers (22%) while Korean-Americans were the largest retail group (30%). Almost 50% of Asian-Indians were degree holders... In the late 1990s, a quarter of Hawaii's population was Japanese; a quarter of Guam's population was Filipino. On October 12, 1999, Adnan Nevic, born to refugee parents in Sarajevo, became the world's 6 billionth child... Louise Brown of Britain became the first test tube baby on July 25, 1978. The US Commerce Department's Census Bureau released on September 15, 1999 the annual estimates of the American population from 1990 to 1998. California had almost 4,000,000 Asians/Pacific Islanders and New York had almost a million. Hawaii ranked third (756,597) and Texas was fourth (556,355), followed by New Jersey (452,524) while Wyoming came last (4,023). New Mexico had 40.3% of its residents categorized as Hispanic, the highest among all states and California had 31% (10.1 million). 62.3% of the District of Columbia's population were African-American and 17.7% (3.2 million) of New York's were. Native Americans constituted 16.2% of Alaska's population, 0.9% (308,571) of Californians and 7.9% (263,360) of Oklahomans. Vermont and Maine had the highest rates of white non-Hispanic Americans at >98% each; Hawaii had the lowest (Portuguese included) @ 33.1%.{Added Summer 99 In January 2000, UN estimates placed the number of Chinese nationals being smuggled into the US at 5,000 annually {Added Apr 1 00... The January 26, 1996 LA Times and May 19, 1996 Sacramento Bee reported that Filipinos were the largest Asian-American group in California... Daly City's population in the late 1990s was more than 25% Filipino; the bulk of Las Vegas, Nevada's Asian-Americans were Filipinos. It was projected that by the year 2000, the Filipino population in the US would increase to more than 2 million (more than 1 million in California), making Filipinos the largest Asian group in the country. Josie Natori of New York (born Josephine Cruz in Manila) became the first female vice president of Merrill Lynch in 1975. She co-built with her husband the $50-million international fashion empire The Natori Company. A remarkable Asian woman who broke barriers in the field of investment was Lilia Calderon Clemente. Also called Wonder Woman of Wall Street, she was named as one of the world's top 15 money managers by Fortune Magazine. Her sister, Maria Teresa Calderon of Manila, has been the undisputed reading champion of the world. According to the Guinness Book of World Records, she reads at an unequalled 80,000 words per minute... India's Shakuntala Devi can correctly multiply 13 random numbers times 13 other random numbers in her head in 28 seconds. The first Asian syndicated cartoonist in the US was Francisco Trinidad Jr. (aka corky). His works appeared in most major publications like Time, Newsweek, The New York Times, Washington Post, LA Times and USA Today, as well as foreign periodicals like the Punch of London, Buenos Aires Herald, Paris Herald Tribune, Philippines Daily Journal, Manila Chronicle and Politiken in Sweden. He also created "Zeus!", the daily and Sunday comic strip distributed internationally by Murdoch Features and the Register-Tribune Syndicate.{Written Aug 15 99, Revised Fall 99...The first minority winner of the Association of American Editorial Cartoonists (AAEC) Ink Bottle Pin was Daniel D'Umuk Aguila (aka eldani), an alumnus of the University of the Philippines. His "Watergate" created a furor at the Parthenon Hall and was in a book banned in Moscow. Alongside American artists Maurice Sterne and Rockwel Kent, Venancio Igarta's work was published by Fortune Magazine in 1942. He became the first Filipino to exhibit at New York's Metropolitan Museum of Art two years earlier. In Spain's 1884 Exposicion Nacional de Bellas Artes (National Exposition of Fine Arts), the painting "Spolarium" (Roman ampitheater's portion where slain gladiators were taken) won the first gold medal for Juan Luna of Badoc, Ilocos Norte. Catch his work hanging at the Madrid Senate even today. {Added Summer 99 Did you know that Venus de Milo was a plumber? Also, Leonardo da Vinci and Michaelangelo were lefties. {Added Summer 99 In the Philippines, Filipinos were introduced to the English language in 1762 by British invaders, not Americans.{Written Aug 15 99 Manila town, now a metropolis, was built in 1572. It is older and more famous than the first US town, Jamestown, founded in 1607.{Written Aug 15 99... USA has about 10 towns named Manila - including those in Arkansas and Utah... Cebu is the first Philippine city... In what Philippine province could we find the town of Sexmoan? Pampanga. It had since been corrected to Sasmuan... US has towns Climax in Colorado and Why in Arizona. The Philippines is one of the world's richest countries in terms of biological diversity - varied flora, fauna and living organisms that form terrestial, wetland and marine ecosystems. In fact, its tropical rainforest is the most species-rich ecosystem on Earth... With a land area of 300,439 sq. km., Philippines is slightly larger than Italy and smaller than Japan. {Added Summer 99 Financially, the world's wealthiest nation is the USA. Not! Switzerland. Si, señorito/señorita. {Written Aug 15 99

I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME...

Last Thursday, after my disastrous exams, I decided to go and watch a movie with N. After a quick deliberation, (Serenity, Into the Blue and In her Shoes), we opted for "In her Shoes" as I thought this was a good movie to watch to release my tensions. And indeed! Beautiful theme - an awakening of two sister's "true love" for each other which was adroitly portrayed by Toni Colette and Cameron Diaz. It is a modern interpretation of "soul mates" principle or "soul sisters" as you may; - one's humanity is anchored on another. Like the yin and the yang.. .like you'd go banana when you lose the other half to complete yourself. I would say it is 100 girlie movie that would surely bring you to your climactic tears after series of laughter now and then. And if you are fond of Shirley Mclaine - well I noticed she has been getting all these grandma roles in feel good movies, of course effortlessly gliding through and cutting the edges brilliantly. Highlights - Cameron's reading of ee cummings' poem (wish I could write like him/her?), just opened my tear glands like Mount Pinatubo's eruption- - - whew. I think I needed that. i carry your heart with me i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) by: ee cummings

FOR THE QUICK AND THE DEAD...

Have u ever wondered what really happens to us when we die? As a Christians, we believe that our spirits go to heaven, purgatory or hell depending on how we lived - and to some extent is on our last "state of mind" or faith before we die - absolutions clears out all our bad deeds and we automatically go to purgatory or to heaven.

And so we are told that we better be good or else we go to eternal damnation - which I could not really fathom, just imagine a life of suffering forever, you will get used to it later on and it would not be suffering anymore? Isn't it? And really, no one has came back after death and tell for sure what really happens. So many religions, so many interpretations of life and death. Anyway, this I believe is true - this is my life here and now, I could not care less for what happens afterwards - - - heaven today is when I do good for myself and for others and hell is when I do terrible things.

Anyway, whatever it is - HAPPY HALLOWEEN to everyone.

SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

When I have a gloomy mind, I see all the misery and suffering in life and the ugliness of it all, but when I see the world with a happy heart, everything seems to be beautiful and sunny and bright. Today, I see the world in the eyes of a child, especially from the point of view of my niece Natasha. “Days are filled with opportunities to play with friends – just running around, touching everything, from one toy to another, beautiful things in the house and in the garden and in school. Running, jumping, walking, sitting, smiling, laughing, giggling, asking different questions, running again. Drawing and using different colored pencils are a favourite. And so with the tele, picture books, the ponies, Bratz dolls, and the goldfish in the aquarium. Not very much with food – but sweet things like lollies and chocolates make the day somewhat special. And mum being always there is the best in the world! What more can I ask but to sleep with my favourite Rainbow (pony) at night!”

AN ODE TO A SECRET GARDEN

When I was around eight or nine, I usually just played alone. I liked being by myself just walking around our village ( I come from the province of Davao) which was still full of different kinds of trees and shrubs (coconuts, bananas, mangoes, papaya, lanzones, etc), a little bit of rainforest nearby and we even have a natural spring just walking distance from home. I remember enjoying the solitary walks in the afternoon (feeling like Pocahontas) when it rained the night before – small nooks and crannies are filled with water – sparkling clear and undiluted, I thought you can even play and bath in it, as do these nymphs of dragonflies. I walk barefooted or with my thongs – I love the coolness of the water, pebbles, stones and grass under my feet. With these cool clear water flowing and finding its way to the river, the stones and rocks shone with their natural colors of blue, gray and brown and sometimes red - really amazing colors. I love them. And with these clear waters, I could see small fishes (gurami and catfishes) and tadpoles swimming with the flow. They usually took my attention - catching them with my hands to be kept in my own aquarium. I could get easily lost in this wonderful place where my childhood adventures were born and real. I think it was during these jubilant walks when I developed my strong love for nature – and that feeling of belonging to this beautiful place where beauty, peace, tranquillity and joy abounds. Ahh, my authentic self. Nothing compares to my secret garden - - - where magic is real and I am totally free. Where art thou?

BEAUTY AND THE BITCH

I say a little prayer for you Hoping that one day you wake up And put on just a little bit of make up And not a tad more, please. We all have our own self perceptions (body and face image) which we keep and maintain for dear life as we appear and continue our affairs with the world. These self image could be close to what is real or could be very very warped. Like for instance, I thought that I am of a bit of that skinnier type, but when I looked again I am actually a pudgy fat version of my skinny image and could take on the role of Ms Little Piggy quite easily. I also thought that I could still pass very convincingly as a twenty-something but then when I checked myself again at the mirror last night while doing my beauty routine, my tired old eyes betray it all. Well, my skin still have their youthful appearance but then I could not hide the decades of decadence and experience being revealed in my eyes. I don’t have THAT look of youthful innocence and pure joyful expectations ever present in youth. And I think I've lost that years and years ago. Somehow, we could hold on to our chosen image and maybe live up to it, renovate our faces and bodies, and fake it to death. But then could we really defy the laws of nature?

TO A LONG LOST FRIEND …

Wherever you are – hope you’re happy and miserable and fat As I am happy and miserable and fat. We decided to close our doors And windows And chatrooms And emails And create more spaces, oceans and seas As if the endless continents and mountains Are not enough… We made our own maps Of the world To move us further apart from Each other. You with your rent boys hanging like Christmas balls Around your bulging belly Me on my chosen path. Of eternal damnation. Praying the other would say One day that He is condemned or That we are both condemned By our own very nature and weaknesses. And slap each other’s faces Till our heads come off our necks. And laugh at each other. Like crazy bitches. Haven’t you realize it’s two years now And we still hang on to our own silliness As if there is no end to the way Anyway…. Here’s hoping you drown in your own bliss And suffocate in your lovers’ saliva. Whenever you think of me. Farewell, My long lost best friend!

SWEET DREAMS

I'm a constant dreamer.

Seldom do i wake up in the morning without feeling languid or tired after these very complicated dream scenarious in which I had been actively and emotionally involved while i sleep. Why do I dream like this? Some of my friends said that they do not dream at all or cannot really recall their dreams. I do however recall most of my dreams - and the emotions that are triggered by these nightly occurences. I do not mind the happy ones - since they give me a happy frame of mind that I carry during the day. But the traumatic or shall i say nightmares really determine my moods during the day. Manifestations of my worries, my fears and my subconcious ... I dream of these nightmares because during the day i worry a lot, or i stress myself with things both imaginary or real ? Yes, sometimes, i look at the world with my blue sunglasses, and this outlook is being magnified in my dreams... Or maybe I need a long vacation, or I miss my friends and family. Yes, I am in my depressive mood these days... the good thing is that I know that I am not well, and I can improve my self by focusing on the bright and sunny things.... and this also stops my nightly visitors, well hopefully. Sweeter dreams to my tonight !!!

(By the way, how do you like my artwork?)

ENNUI

I just feel like going away somewhere on my own ... Running along the desert and shouting to the top of my voice, Or half awake dancing naked with the loudest disco music with wolves, Talking to strangers ... I am too tired of the same routine, the same things over and over again... like echoes in my dreams ... humming forever. I want to wake up with another skin, another face, another mind... I am tired.... of myself, of this world... Today.... hopefully tomorrow, i will be fine again....

ADOBO GALORE

Tanda ko pa ng manalo ng Miss International si Mimi - 26 years ago !!! (juiceko, ang tanda tanda ko na)... anyway, ang tangkad tangkad ni Mimilanie at pinay na pinay ang dating... Ang mga bading talagang lokang loka sa drama ni Mimi - lalo na ng bubuka ka ang bibig nito pag nag-English...nakakatuwa siya... comedy tuloy ang dating....

Katulad ng "Don't judge my brother - he's not a book!" referring to Joey Marquez.

Ang dami daming mga write ups about Mimi - na hindi mo na malaman kung ito nga totoo na galing sa kanya, katulad ng nakakatuwang cooking instruction below:

THE" MIMILANIE'S ADOBO DE LA MISS INTERNATIONAL" O hayan mga friends, Rogays and countrygays.... may tip ako sa inyo kung paano magluto ang isang BEAUTY QUEEN. Ang unang dish natin ay ang palasak na Adobo pero iba sa palasak na Adobo. Iba kasi, Ala "THE" Mimilanie nga, ang kulit! Wala na yung table spoon-table spoon na yan o yung mga sukat-sukat tienes. Basta ganito ang gawin para talagang maging matagumfay kayo sa pagluluto ng "THE" Mimilanie's "ADOBO DE LA MISS UNIVERSE" Magpitpit ng bawang nang todo-todo na para kang galit na galit. Hugasan nang maigi ang mga sangkap (wag sasabunin, gagah!).... Kahit na anong gusto ninyong isangkap; VAVOY, VAKA o MANOK (wag lang paniki). Una, IGISA (sauté), inuulit ko, IGISA ang bawang (sa mantika syemfre!). Then pag dark na siya, ihalo ang mga sangkap (vavoy, vaka, o chicken). Gandahan ang paggisa na para bang ikaw ay isang tunay na Miss Universe. Kung gusto mo, maglagay ng corona habang naghahalo. Wag ka nang mag make-up, over na yan. Then pag medyo hindi na mafutla ang iyong ginigisa, lagyan ng famintang buo na dinurog, haluin ulit, then lagyan ng H2O (sasampalin na kita dyan, tubig yan, che!). Lagayn ng asin na salt. WAG lalagyan ng toyo (dahil may toyo na kayo sa inyong brains, ching).. Takpan. Then kumanta ka ng "I Honestly Love You" habang hinihinstay kumulo.Pag kumulo na at malamvot na ang sangkaf, lagyan ng suka (mas maganda ang sukang stateside kasi yung mga sukang Pinoy, hindi matapang). Wag takpan.Pag medyo natutuyo na, lagyan ng GATA (coconut milk, please wag kayong magkakamali na kung anong "milk" ang ilagay ninyo, susmaryosep!). Mas maigi kung ang ilalagay ninyo ay ang kakang-gata (ito yung lumabas sa unang piga). Kung gagamit naman ng gata na nasa lata, try not to include the liquid, yung gata lang ang ilagay kasi hindi ninyo alam kung saan nanggaling ang liquid na iyon.Lutuin hanggang mawala ang sabaw at magmantika. This is the BEST ADOBO in the world. Try mo dali..!

Sweet as Rain

TRUE COLORS

FILIPINA INTERNATIONALE

When I opened my email today, I am flooded with these news and photos from my friends who are beauty contest afficionados or pageant maniacs ...and I am so excited as well. As in one of my friends memorizes the names of all the winners from the year 1960 and has all the video collections of the pageant ... can u imagine??? TRIUMPH AFTER TRAGEDY Four months after her father died in a road accident, Bb Pilipinas Precious Lara Quigaman last night won the Miss Int’l title, the first Filipino in 26 years to capture the crown. Quigaman, a 22 year old fashion model, is the 4th to win Miss Int’l, the last one was Melanie Marquez in 1979. She completed her studies in media production at Filton College in UK and she a course in childhood and youth studies in Bristol. Tragedy struck her family in May when her father died in a road accident in London. Miss International 2005 Results courtesy of Stephen Diaz, Missosology's Correspondent in Tokyo, Japan Miss International 2005: Philippines, Precious Lara Quigaman 1st Runner-up: Dominican Republic, Yadira Geara 2nd Runner-up: Finland, Susanna Laine Top 12 Semifinalists: Brazil, Ariane Colombo Colombia, Diana P. Arbelaez France, Cynthia Tevere Japan, Naomi Ishizaka Peru, Vanessa López Serbia & Montenegro, Sanja Miljanic Turkey, Sebnem Azade Ukraine, Maria Zhukova Venezuela, Andrea Gomez Miss Friendship: Hongkong, Queenie Chu Best in National Costume, Tanzania, Margareth Wilson Chacha

MUCH ADO ABOUT AGING !

I should say we take a lot of fuzz in celebrating our birthdays. And last saturday's N's birthday party was not an exception. For one week, we cleaned the house - top to bottom. And on the day itself, we hired a professional cleaner to make sure everything noticeable is dirt and dust free. For one week - I found time to go get more groceries, re-arrange and tidy up rooms, and marinated stuff for the barbeque (thanks to Isay and Grace who gave me instant tips on how to prepare BBQ pinoy style). And of course made sure we invited friends and family. I bought the birthday cake from Myers (mind you, it was a Baci Cake), which I should not have placed overnight on the fridge to stop this from turning into a stiffy hard mud cake as it was on the night itself. Luckily, I also ordered a couple of Brazo de mercedes from a friend who bakes really beautiful birthday cakes - to compesate this fiasco. There was no remarkable or unifying theme for the party though we tried to invite people to come in their best 70's attire. I guess there were only four or five who came in 70'ish costume, although most of our guests were born before 70's. I also tried to build a nice table with blue theme (can u imagine) - so I got all these blue or bluish materials like candles, blue stones, blue napkins, and even blue irish flowers on the table. Crazy me. Guests : Around 25 people Drinks : Tropical Punch, the usual beer, white and red wine Foodwise : Springrolls (Thai, Fil), pansit bihon (w sundried tomato), friend rice Barbeque pork and chicken, kebab, Fruit bowl salad, spring vegetable salad, Buko salad Some friends brought some food as well - - springrolls, fish-kinilaw, menudo, cakes. Overall I would say, it was a good party (you could never have a perfect party in our present condition) - a good mix (gay couples & straight couples, singles, Fil, Viet, Malaysian, German, Anglo, Scot) - came and enjoyed the karaoke afterwards. Lowdowns - it is hard to hold a big party in our house because we do not have a big entertainment area - where everyone should just congregate. We have a very small kitchen, small dining, a relatively big lounge room but located on the second floor far from the kitchen, a small garden barbeque area. And these areas are divided from each other with long narrow hallways. Imagine the constant running up and down the whole house to make sure people are fed and had their drinks filled! That's why I hate unrenovated old Victorian houses - they are not entertaiment friendly! We have not thought about this when we bought the house. Anywayz, we know now what we want in our next house - just plain and simple open plan living with modern gadgets to make life easy ! And parking in our area was horrible especially that it was the final match of the year's footie season! Reason enough for other invitees not turning up. So the party is over and done with - looking forward for next year's. Whew! Most important thing was that - we celebrated the event and the celebrant was quite happy, as you can see !!!

FAMOUS & NOT-SO FAMOUS BEAUTY PAGEANT TITLEST

Oprah Winfrey Before becoming an Emmy Award-winning television talk show host, Oprah Winfrey won the 1971 Miss Fire Prevention and Miss Black Tennessee titles. When asked what she would do with a million dollars, Winfrey delighted the judges when she blurted out, "I'd be a spending fool!" She competed in the Miss Black America Pageant, but failed to make the finals. Vanessa Williams Vanessa WilliamsThe first African-American woman ever to win the Miss America Pageant, Williams won both the swimsuit and talent competitions at the national contest. Sadly, she was asked to resign when Penthouse magazine published sexually-explicit photos she had posed for earlier. Despite initially appearing to be ruined by scandal, she rebounded and achieved fame as a recording artist (The Right Stuff), film star (Under The Gun, Eraser), and Broadway star (Kiss of the Spider Woman). Diane Sawyer Diane SawyerChosen as America's Junior Miss in 1962, Diane used her pageant scholarship money to attend Wellesley College, worked as a weathergirl, then press aide to Richard Nixon during his presidency and after his Watergate resignation. In 1981 she was named co-anchor of the CBS Morning News. Initially dismissed by some critics as an unqualified beauty queen, Sawyer earned high marks and was hired as a Sixty Minutes correspondent, co-anchor of Day One, Turning Point, and, finally, ABC's PrimeTime Live. Sawyer ranks as one of the highest paid newswomen in television history. Halle Berry Berry, whose pageant titles include Miss Teen All American, Miss Ohio-USA, first runner-up to Miss USA 1986, and 4th runner-up to Miss World 1986, won the coveted role of Queen in the Alex Hailey mini-series,Queen, on the TV series Knots Landing and Living Dolls, and starred in the movies Jungle Fever and The Flintstones. Sharon Stone Screen queen Sharon Stone, of Basic Instinct fame, honed her instincts for performing in small town pageants where she won the titles Saegertown's Spring Festival Queen and 1976 Miss Crawford County. When a Miss Pennsylvania Pageant judge suggested she try modeling, she contracted with the Eileen Ford Agency and her career was launched. Stone eventually switched to acting, starring in Basic Instinct, Sliver, and Intersection, and rapidly becoming one of the highest paid actresses in film history. Michelle Yeoh Americans know her as Pierce Brosnan's sidekick, Chinese secret agent Wai Lin, in the James Bond flick, Tomorrow Never Dies. But the former Miss Malaysia (1983) is known throughout Asia as a kung-fu queen who has starred in nine movies including the mega-hit, Police Story III: Supercop. And, yes, she performs her own dangerous stunts. Raquel Welch Once considered one of the world's sexiest women, movie queen Raquel Welch only placed second in the Miss Southern California Pageant. Her film credits include the memorable role of prehistoric babe in One Million B.C. Imelda Marcos Before reigning as First Lady of the Philippines by the side of Ferdinand Marcos, Imelda Romualdez reigned as Miss Manilla 1953. Jhayaleta Jukleta Kundirana Once considered one of the world's exotic beauties, Jhaya was crowned Ms Asia Pacific 1995 and won 1st runner up and Ms Congeniality in the 1997 Ms Universe Pageant. When asked asked what would be the first thing she would do if President Clinton woould visit her house tonight - she tartly answered without batting an eyelash - - "I will quickly brush my teeth". She got a standing ovation for that witty remark.

OF DOGS AND MASTERS

I just found this old photo of N and Riss. They look so happy together like they belong to each other. And I can really see the resemblance !!! As i was walking home yesterday, I walked past this lady with her two dogs jogging past me... Gosh, they really look like a family. The resemblance is almost unbelievably uncanny! Anyway, they say that you pick up the pets that almost look like you or vice versa. And the longer you live with your dog you resemble each other as well. And they also take up your characters and quirkiness! Oh well !

IDENTICAL CRISIS

I was reading one of my favorite blogsite's post about identity crisis and I could not help but relate very well considering that I am a person with so many personality and characters as well. I am/was always literally "lost in the translation". Having lived in three continents (Asia, the Middle East, Oceania) for the past decade, I intermittently experience what they call identity crisis once in a while, maybe due to change in culture, status and relationships, gender and even weather. Peels and peels of layers - like an onion, we add more layers to our character to hide and cover who we truly are. Hmmm...Self preservation theory, or survival of the fittest. Who am I now? Who knows? Who cares? Just as the color of my hair changes with the season (from brown, blond, red, blue), so does my character and my personality and moods - - - peaceful, angry, loving, caring, passionate, carefree, bitchy, artsy, – and mix these with roles such a (tired and bored 8-5) employee, a (loving but sometimes obsessive) partner, a (dedicated but wayward) son and brother, a (a certified but not totally out) asian gay guy, a (trying hard and frustrated) artist, a (reckless) bitch friend, a new age person…etc…… and then lately being a crazy copy-cat blogger !!! I am a different individual to different people at different times. We all play roles, characters and we all project certain images. Why? Because we want to be loved, be accepted (by other people or by our own self imposed standards) to belong, to live, to be happy … and when we achieve these - then probably we want to be just simply who we truly are. GO WITH THE FLOW AND JUST BE. NAMASTE !

JOY RIDES

I just got a circulating email from a friend in San Diego ... it's some sort of a warning but anyone from the Philippines does not need any of these anymore as we all know how and what it is all about being "there". Anyway, I just found this sort of email "nakakatuwa" as you can really imagine and feel the daily smell, sounds and drama of Manila. And just observer how she writes it - so pinoy ! Sad to say, I sort of miss all of these.... --------------------------------- Thanks God for e-mails like this one, kasi if I haven't read this, I could have fallen victim to this type of new Modus Operandi (MO) while riding a jeepney. It has happened to me this morning around 8:00am. And believe me, I think there are at least 4 people involved in this type of MO. CASE # 1: On the way ako to work this morning when 3 men got on the jeep I was riding (Pasig route) dun sa may Samat St. sa may Shaw Blvd. (before flyover). Medyo meron lang akong naramdaman na kakaiba coz I was sure I zipped my bag after I have paid the fare. (Syet, bago pa naman bag ko, bigay ng mga frendly frends!!) I noticed that my bag was about 2 inches open na, kaya naging aware ako dun sa mga katabi kong mga lalaki na parang sinandwich na ako. When the jeep was at St. Francis na, dun sa may Sara Lee Building, merong lalaki na umubo ng malakas at dumura. I was sure na hindi naman ako natalsikan kasi hindi naman mahangin and I saw that he partially covered his mouth when he spat out yung chuvers (laway ba…) niya. Tapos, I felt like yung mama on my right side, medyo dumikit sa Akin at parang meron akong naramdaman na hard object na inilalabas niya from his pocket somewhere. Now, there is a big, burly man right across me na kanina pa ako naiilang kasi parang sinisipat niya ako, as in nakatitig. I noticed I was the only girl in the jeep na at that time, buti na lang meron isang babae na sumakay pa. Tapos, yung katapat kong mama biglang tinuro yung buhok ko, motioning to me that I have chuvers on my hair, sabay labas ng panyo na aktong pupunasan niya buhok ko. Yun na talaga yung warning sign sa akin and I immediately stood up and got off the jeep! Di ko na nga naisipang parahin yung jeep kasi I just wanted to get off it, buti na lang mabagal pa yung takbo ng sasakyan. Kung nagkataon eh di kagandahan ang nangyari as I am in skirt and siempre naka heels ang lola niyo. The man who was about to wipe my hair, sinundan niya ako ng masamang tingin at nakatitig siya sa akin, especially nung nakita niyang sumakay ako agad ng ibang jeep. Nakita niyang may sinasabi ako dun sa driver habang nakatingin ako sa kanya, and my fellow passengers, as well as the driver all looked at him kaya I was sure he knows I know what they were about to do. Natakot ako lalo kasi naisip kong baka ako abangan at habulin nung mama. Then, nung yung jeep nila andun na sa may corner ng Sheridan St. and Shaw, I saw that the person who coughed and spat when I was in their jeep was the one wiping the hair of the girl na sumakay before I got off! Nag switch na ng roles ang mga panget na lalaki!! Di ko na masigawan yung girl that she will be robbed nung mga lalaking yun kasi nauna na yung jeep na sinasakyan ko. Nanginig ako sa takot talaga kasi feeling ko, ako dapat yung biktima nila that time! And the fact that it happened early morning, nakakatakot talaga. As in ang mga magnanakaw pala, parang empleyado din. They start robbing people at 8am, gosh! As in di ka pa nakakapagkape, nanakawan ka na. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE WARNING E-MAILS LIKE THIS ONE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU! I'm just lucky that when it happened to me, meron ng nakapag forward ng warning sa akin. I f ever naman me feeling kayo that something is not right sa mga kasakay ninyo sa public transport, please get off it. At least pamasahe lang yun, kesa naman kung ano pa ang mawala sa atin. Also, be aware of who you are beside with. Alam kong di naman lahat ng mga makakatabi niyong mga panget na lalaki eh masasamang tao (kesehodang masama ang mga amoy nila, no!) The point is, always be aware of your surroundings. Ako pa naman di ako mahilig magpo forward ng mga kung ano-anong emails but luckily, the e-mail about this type of MO, I was able to send to some of my friends. Ingat na lang tayo lagi. (Siyet, sa takot ko, di ako tuloy nakapag almusal!!) CASE # 2: Hi! For the past 4 weeks, I've been hearing about a new modus operandi wherein three of my officemates were victimized. And for the last 4 weeks, I've been praying that I be spared from this. I make it a point to pray the Holy Rosary and that I be shielded always. I've been taking extra precautions too: I always take an FX or jeepney from our subdivision to make sure that all the passengers are residents of our subdivision, and I do not bring ATM cards, checkbooks and big amounts of cash. On August 19, Friday around 7am, I took a jeepney going to Crossing United. It was unusual to see that there were a few passengers unlike the regular days when jeepneys and FX are full-packed, only to realize that today is Quezon City day and thus a non-working holiday in QC diminishing considerably passengers taking public transport. Upon reaching Rotonda, Pasig, a lot of commuters hurriedly came up the jeepney I was riding in and got their space. I was seated on the right side of the jeepney and near the entrance. A few minutes after, I noticed at the left side of the jeepney , a thin man spit out of the jeepney's window. On his right was seated a rather dark man (may katabaan), with curly hair and carrying on his right shoulder a dark green canvass bag (almost black), about 2 feet long. Then next to him was lady carrying a pink Sophie Martin sack bag. Then suddenly, the man beside her commented that there was saliva on her hair. At this point, I realized that this was the GANG my officemate (a victim) was referring to. I panicked and wanted to get off the jeepney, but I changed my mind. I stayed there and memorized the face of the "mandurukot". The lady got her hanky and started wiping her hair. The man seated across pointed to her the location of the saliva. She even allowed the man to hold her hanky and wipe her hair while the dark man placed his arm beneath the bag he was carrying and started using his cutter. At this sight, I brought out my rosary and started to pray. But I could not take my eyes off at what the dark man was doing while the lady and the man seated across her were busy wiping her hair. After a few minutes, the dark man (mandurukot) got off infront of Philhealth Office, followed by the thin man (dura man) who got off near Kapitolyo, then the "good samaritan" man (the hair wiper) got off just before SSS office and the last man got off at SSS office. I immediately informed the lady that the man beside her took something from her bag. And sure enough when she checked it, her 2 wallets were gone and there was an ugly slash on the side of the bag. She questioned me why I didn't call her attention, but I told her that I was trying to but since she was wearing a pair of brown shades I could not tell if she was looking at me. A more aggressive reaction from me could alert those con men who could be armed and pose danger to our safety. The con men were gone - with their loot. Poor woman, with her two wallets gone, I offered to give her some money so she could reach her place of work which luckily was also along Pioneer St. What a harrowing experience!! Being an eyewitness to such an incident and so helpless was almost as if I had been the victim. God bless!