Wherever you are – hope you’re happy and miserable and fat As I am happy and miserable and fat. We decided to close our doors And windows And chatrooms And emails And create more spaces, oceans and seas As if the endless continents and mountains Are not enough… We made our own maps Of the world To move us further apart from Each other. You with your rent boys hanging like Christmas balls Around your bulging belly Me on my chosen path. Of eternal damnation. Praying the other would say One day that He is condemned or That we are both condemned By our own very nature and weaknesses. And slap each other’s faces Till our heads come off our necks. And laugh at each other. Like crazy bitches. Haven’t you realize it’s two years now And we still hang on to our own silliness As if there is no end to the way Anyway…. Here’s hoping you drown in your own bliss And suffocate in your lovers’ saliva. Whenever you think of me. Farewell, My long lost best friend!
5 comments:
mmmmmm sino kaya yan?
you are happy, miserable, and fat? You are not fat!
hi knoizki - friend ko siya for ten years, we started b4 in KSA - imagine ten years and then all of a sudden after one incident when we met again last time in Manila, we suddenly drifted afart (ay apart pala)...kaya ganun... inis na inis ako sa kanya kaya lang best friend pa rin...dieva...
hi duke... that's life naman kasi, sometimes you can be all of these at the same time :) i want to be skinny like you... hwag kaya akong kumain...
o gee, i have to send a copy of this to a long lost friend too.. nakakainis talaga mga taong super-close mo then just leave like that! hmp...
thanks for droppin by my blog btw, and of course you can link any of my blogs. and yeah i linked you na.
we all grow... and move on. i've had friends/acquaintances in the past that we just grew apart - different interests and all, and that's cool.
love those art works of yours jhaya!
Post a Comment