MISS LOTUS 2009

.

Hmmm...

.

.

Maybe...

.

Probably

.

Possibly

.

Yeizz!

.

Aflication Form Plizzz...

.

.

MISS QUEEN CEBU !!!

Transwomen of Cebu in the Philippines competing in the Queen of Cebu pageant. A fantastic show marking a new era in the celebration of and acceptance of transwomen in the Philippines

I am sure that this pageant will grow to the level of Thailand's Miss Queen International, and might even surpass it !!!

FIERCIEST DRAG EVAH!!!

Bat sooo generous ng audience nila...??? Dito di uso ang pagbibigay ng datz...? Kainez!!!

WHAT COULD HAVE BEENS

.

Kakunti lang naman ang mga regrets ko so far. Dahil sa facebook connection kasi, you are found by long lost friends and then the past comes hitting you back like a dam (girl) interrupted.!

.

When you create an account with your real name or identity you are most likely to be found and that's when "real" problem begins.

.

Just like two days ago. A classmate during my first year in college became a close buddy for one semester and then he was gone. It is only after more than a century - that our paths crossed again - via fb. He said that he went back to our place a few years back and tried to find me. (Sweet! - that's not his photo above by the way!)

.

And then it dawned on me (right at that very moment when we were exchanging thoughts and emotions) that I had feelings for him - more than friendship - or had a crush on him (before) but did not realized or entertained (that feeling) until now !!!

.

We were government scholars kasi - so we stayed in the same dormitory, dined together, and went to the same classes - in a very far-away sentimental location. First time we were away from our families - so we bonded like snails or frogs. Our personalities that time were vrey naive to the world - more of like seminarians - or likely going to be priests - straightforward and dedicated students talaga. And then, I moved to another university and he followed after one year. But then all of a sudden, he was missing in action. People were saying he went to the mountains with the rebels.

.

When he was gone though, I totally forgot about him, as I was fully focused on my studies.

.

Until two days ago.

.

He remembered me as I was - a "diligent student" raw. And then all of a sudden I came out to him. At first he was shocked! As he could not imagine me raw being "like" this. I teased and exaggerated on my trannie-formation. I told him I am now fully transformed into a girl with proper boobs and that and that. And even sent him photos to prove.

.

And all of a sudden he said: "Can I f**k you now?"

.

That's when I was totally shocked in return.

. (remember ko tuloy Billy Elliot movie!)

DRAG DIARY: SPRING 09

SPOTTED : Walking in Flinders Street

looking lyke lolah fierce in

September Issue

???

CHECKED: 3 hours before evening show:

while scrutinizing body fats

and trying to get into

gowns and costumes ...

Filipino Private Function

Sept 26 (photos in facebook)

Photographed 07/09/09 10:30 pm: dressing room

Heaven's Door Lotus Night

(guest performer of Anita)

(All things, Cry 4 you, Crying Game)

Unwigged: after show

2 pm house bathroom

just b4 removing

all the face paint

and contact lenses

Looking Tired.

Back to being renovation queen!

.

.

.

BAHA'

Gulantang pa rin ako hanggang ngayon sa flashflood na nangyari sa Pilipinas. Di naman ako naka-experience ng ganitong grabeng baha. Sa Davao kasi noon, binabaha rin, kya lang hanggang tuhod lang .... nag-eenjoy pa nga ako dahil pag baha - wa pasok sa school. Pero super kati ang tubig talaga - imagine mo na lang lahat ng basura at germs with the water. Wala namang masyadong nasasalanta that time ....

.

.

Ibang level ang nangyaring ito. Kaka-awa ang mga biktima. Lalo na ang mga kids at kaninang umaga sa TFC pinakita ang mga dead bodies along the Pasig River.

.

I know it is not time to blame and ask why this happened. Tragedy of course! Pweding sabihing man-made induced calamity. Di maiiwasan ang bagyo. Ang Pilipinas ay nasa typhoon belt. Responsible rin ang mga mamamayan at ang government sa nangyari. Kinulang sa preparedness efforts. This proves na everyone is affected - rich or poor ka man when this kind of calamity strikes. Kaya dapat community effort. Sana ay maraming lessons na pweding i-apply sa nangyaring ito. Proven ang pakikiramay at pagkaka-isa. Sana naman ay gawing personal na "habit" ng bawat isa ang wastong pamamaraan sa pagtapon at pag-re-resaykel ng basura. Yun lang po!

.

In the meantime, sana ay mas marami pang mag-bibigay ng suporta sa mga nasawi!