HAPPY KA NA???

nakalimutan ko na ang maging happy? kailan nga ba ako talagang masaya??? super tagal na. parang song ng "those were the days my friends..." very melancholic!! hayyy... super saya ko noong nasa pinas pa ako ... siguro highschool days... when pag gising mo sa umagang kay ganda super excited ka na sa nga activities for the day ... kahit going to school lang !!! parang ang sayasaya talaga ... and then kahit na sa college and then for a few years na nagwork ako ... despite the financial problems na kung titingnan no ngayon ay so minute ... overall rating ko on the happiness scale is 9 out of ten hahaha!! kasi andun ang daily excitement... never akong nabored and never ko knowing ang meaning nito until now. i was sorrounded by my family, friends and people that are totally connected to your being, your personality and your joys and happiness. i think the opposite of happiness is plain boredom!!! ALIENATION ... when you are living and working overseas or away from home.... especially when you are not closely connected to your people and your culture.... you find ways and all means to be connected ... but nothing compares to the feeling when you are totally immersed and located where your heart and home is :)) akala ko nuon pag mag aabroad ka ... maging super saya ka forever!! super gagah pala ako .. pweding iwanan lahat ng napag umpisahan ko at pinagpaguran for how many years bumalik lang sa inang bayan ... magandang idea sha kaya lang nakapag move on na ako ng milya milya ... baka ang babalikan ko ay isang panaginip lang at mawala na naman ako sa paghahanap ... but this is exciting!!! u cannot have the best of both worlds in your red fingertips ... maybe making the best of what u've got and just keep on moving and exploring is the answer and then u still have beatiful and happy memories you can always visit time and again ... i think i have been watching too much filipino melodrama lately :)

ANDROGYNOUS BUT NOT ANDROGENIC !!!

"well, so much and yet not enough has been said and written about ANDREJ PEJIC ... now ultra famous androgynous model (from melbourne) and recently named 98th sexiest girl in FHM !!! bitchy thing to say is that ... but what is really new or big deal about it ?? why the negative reactions like that FHM write up about passing around the sick bucket because Andrej's dream just like yours and mine is to be on the ramp with the angels of Victoria Secrets? for the past decades, the world is not bereft of gay boys who should have been born girls flashed in magazines, televisions and movies - - - and this is true from the far flung districts of Phuket to Bollywood and Las Vegas. But maybe it is not enough ... yet! A tsunami of Andrej Pejics should rule the world :) .." bwahahahhahahahaha !!! well, so much has been said about Andrej ... all i really know and want to say is that ... "sana ganyan rin ako kapayat at kaganda, kainez talagah, hahahahahaha !!!"

CUM FLY WITH ME ...

Wahahahahahahah... wahahahahahaha!!! My houseband and three puppy dogs think I've gone bonkers when I could not stop laughing, screaming, and pounding down the floors as I was crying while watching this new series. Yes, I know, its all late here in Melbourne but Come Fly With Me (Matt Lucas and David Williams) has just graced the Oz television and I am waiting come hell or high winters just to watch this my new favorite show !!! Bwahahahahahahaha!!!!

Relate na relate ako sa dalawang badetch na tosh, kasih naman sa mga smiles pa lang nila talagang nakakatawa nahhhhh !!! And the characterization are really internalized to death even with their eyes, mouth and hand movements ... kainez kamatiz talaga... !!!

Forget na the spirit of racism, stereotyping or shall we say individualism kasih naman, if you cum to think about it, talagang nakakatawa naman talaga ... from a different point of view. But for these reasons, this show is only shown in major cities and not in rural australia where the television networks fear people might get offended raw !!! OMG !!! Kasih nga the Indian population is growing nahhh and they have really made fun of this friendly people in these episodes, kainez :)

Super sireyna talaga ang dating ... hahahahahahaha!!! At least I got this show to raise my libido while wrestling with this horrendous winter, hahahahahahaha !!!! It's soooo appropriate no, since I am also really into my travelling research mood :) Kainezzzzz... :)