SIREYNA SUPER !!!

hahahahahaha !!! well, in the middle of winter, you cannot really do anything except to work - go home - sleep - wake up - and go to work again !!! but the other night, i wanna break the monotony of it all and cajouled my houseband out of the normal couch and tv and watch a movie instead. so boring no? i was itching for the pirates of the carribean: on stranger tides in 3d : main reason of course was to see the pinoy mermaid :) . was a little bit disappointed because i did not even see her tail !!! hahahaha !!! the star mermaid of course was that french mermaid. she's so captivating ... and i made myself and my houseband believe that she is half pinay half mermaid :) . talking about sirenas ... THIS IS REALLY CLASSIC SUPER SUPER SIREYNA... my favorite sireynas of all time ... BOY ABUNDA hahahahahahaha !!!!! enjoy :) btw... where have all the sireynas gone ???

BLOG MOTIVE - VATES !!!

in my current mood or shall we say interest to travel, i have been looking at the travel sections in search of a good book to read. One book just materialized out of nowhere with a really attractive cover and so decided to buy it ... Travels by Michael Crichton. Oh, i thought he is the director or writer of Jurassic Park and some other books and movies and even television series like ER. I was not even aware until I was reading about him - that he died awhile ago from throat cancer ... ohhh !!! i like the way he wrote the book ... and in one passage he was saying something very striking about life experiences and how writing about it somehow makes it truly your own .. "...if you're a writer, the assimilation of important experience almost obliges you to write about them. Writing is how you make the experience your own, how you explore what it means to you, how you come to possess it and ultimately release it .." so gay and so beautiful !!! so there ... that inspired me to go back into writing or blogging in this instance ... gay thoughts: michael is soo dead now, but his writing lives forever !!! sayang noh? he's so tall pa naman, but he is not gay though the way he writes is very touching, echoserah --- almost seven feet in height and quite handsome or charming. and i was just imagining how he would have looked like in real life.... i saw some photos of him when he was young and he is really cute :) am getting a major crush... i am so fond pa naman of smart and really tall guys, hahahaha! ohh michael !!! back to reading ... :)

FIFI FOOKEH PATAY ATPB !!!

i think it is time to travel. started with thailand. bangkok was what i imagined and more !!!

somehow, i felt like being in the philippines as there are more similarities (in weather and ways of life) and stark differences as you start comparing !!! most of the thais, thought i was thai and talked to me in thai when all i can say is sabateeka :) hahahahaha!!!

compared to singapore and hongkong (and just few Asian places I have been), I think there is some magic and charm in Thailand that makes me want to stay and explore more :) hahahaha!!!

(Wait until i go to Bali .. as I am loving what i have seen and read about the place ... Seminyak??)

i felt a sense of belonging, of being a part of a tribe :) i think the secret why tourists from all ove the world want to visit the country over and over again, is that the people are very lovely and charming and they just leave you alone if you want to ... foreigners go around wherever they like and they generally feel safe .. sadly, unlike in the Philippines !!!

well, as you would know, the main reason why i wanted to go was to go to Pattaya ... AND to see first hand the TIFFANY SHOW !!! I got what i wanted and more !!!

I love Buddhism ... THAI VERSION !!! There is something peaceful ... loving ... and nice feeling whenever i go to a Thai Buddhist Temple. I simply love the food, the way of life and the attitude of the people... i wish i can speak Thai ... maybe i have to learn and become Thai !!! I simply hated being a Filipino now... honestly, and now i understand why foreigners don't like going to the Philippines :) Maybe this is my DESTINY :) ??? To become Thai ??? Buddhist ... hahahahahahha !!!

BLOG ADDICTION !!!

If it is an addiction then, I was having an ultra long withdrawal from blogging! Or was I just super busy with life/work/drag, or facebook ... or was I simply lazy. or All of the above? I think LAZY, more than anything else. But blogging has not really lost its magic on me. I have been reading a lot of old time favorite blogs - gay or not ... and by just reading and following them, you get to know more of another life and another experience. Just knowing what is happening with your favorite blogger is camp enough !!! A little bit of gossip, or news, can give a three minute excitement in ones all too boring existenze :) And facebook is the worst caterer of fleeting and shallow joy :) I wish I have a personal secretary or a better still a multiple personality (just like the movie duplicity) who could update my blog at least once a week ... but then the act of writing and typing your thoughts and publish it on the net for anyone to read is an act of self gratification on a very personal level - that one cannot simply assign it to someone else other than your self. On the other hand, reading another blog is like reading a comic book - you get easily amused and get addicted to it or to the blogger. Or simply to pass time ... Writing or blogging has that reflective element that forces you to purge your thoughts and emotions - - which is hard to do in facebook. It creates deeper connections among bloggers and readers. Reading and following a favorite blog - - - can become an addiction. Writing a blog and getting some reaction on it can be rewarding and therefore also become a constant source of happiness or excitement! Hey, what am talking about ???? I just would like to start blogging again, and I don't know where to start :) So here it is .... MS GAY & TS 2011 was a bit of a disaster for me :) honestly, maybe that is the reason why I need to return to blogging :)